can't rest?

why why why??? everytime i tot i'm finally gg to enjoy some peaceful slacking time, i onli end up disappointed... there's juz so much work to be done... perhaps i'm still in the 'men' mindset, tat i onli strive to do less work and onli succeed if i do none... sigh, being a commander tat i am, it's even harder to dodge arrows and shield swords.... the fact tat i'm clearing 1 or 2 offs a week doesn't mask the reality of tons of work waiting to be done so tat more work can come in... it's juz tat, wif offs, u have less time available to do the same amount of work, so u end up being more busy struggling to meet deadlines and stuff... oh did i say meet deadlines? now it's becoming a matter of whether i even finish them in the first place, not to mention finishing them on time...

alrite, tat's plenty of complains and whinning... sigh.... no matter wat i say, my fate is still the same... juz let ns busy me till ord ba...

sleep is the onli enjoyment i can content myself wif... but can i control my dreams? if i can, i wan to see her every night in my dreams....

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haven been blogging regularly lately... nothing really much to blog about either.... if u read past posts, the entries hav been similar... talking pretty much on the same stuff over and over again... which goes to show wat kind of life i am leading now... very monotonous and kinda like a routine...

guess tat's because i myself is a very dull and monotonous person... onli ends up doing the routine and nothing out of the ordinary... nothing to do? stay at home, sleep, watch tv, play game... this is the kind of life i live, this is the kind of person i am...

not that there's nothing interesting out there, but right now i juz feel like doing nothing at home, or if there's a spare hour to spend, i'll rather sleep it away...

or maybe, i'll stay content living this kind of life....

offs tue to thr... will i spend it that way?

ah.... why??? germany knocked argentina out.... ah.... sad....

they were playing so well... this world cup is kinda unpredictable...

england can lose to portugal... and argentina, one of the best performing team, is out..

now hav to count on italy... they really hav to knock tat germany out...

quote"u'll nv walk alone... but u'll work alone..."