duty

another weekend duty.. another saturday wasted... ya tat's wat alot of ppl were saying... being in army is a waste of time... and this is juz one of the many ways how army wastes our precious time....

sigh... doing duty always sucks... not tat u HAVE to do it... cos there's actually nothing to do... so the idea is juz to book in and burn your weekend...

months ago, still had the initiative to make my burnt weekends worthwhile by reading up or doing somthing that's really constructive... but now, juz wan to slack my time away... would rather stare at blank space than to fill my sight wif words.... lost interest in a lot of stuff...

then there's this alert amber coming up in august... can't figure out why the battalion got so many alerts??? already got a one-month alert amber, one-month alert red and three-month alert red... felt so sian after hearing the news... oh my... work will never end...

call me recall clerk... or R&D clerk... or course clerk.... or assistant chief clerk... workload juz can't seem to stop increasing... kinda frustrating... it's the typical worker's complain i've been whinning about.. work increase = working hours increase... but pay nv increase... off nv increase...

and then... there's this centralising of manpower branch for the camp... resulting in the battalion retaining onli 2 clerks handling 3 clerks' work... sounds still ok... point is, i'm most probably one of the 2 being retained... and wif me wanting to clear in year end, tat means the the branch will be operating onli by one clerk? will they let me clear if tat happens????

got rejected by moe... so disappointed they didnt consider me for the overseas scholarship... gav me a local study award interview on the last available date... which means if i can't make it on tat day, i would be considered to hav withdrawn from the application... and it HAS to be on my grandma's birthday, when i'll be happily spending my time holidaying in batam... seems like i'm not of the highest priority of the candidates... although my results is not the most desirable ones.. but den... arh... sigh... nvm... looks like i dun hav the affinity wif a teaching career...

fine...

guess i'll reapply for bioengin next year... kanna rejected by it last year... sigh... why do i always being rejected???? guess most probably i'm destined for ntu ba... future blurred....

struggling to keep fit... but the more i exercise, the more i eat... till the point i overeat... will nv get to trim tat tummy of mine...

so bored.. tink i'll juz sleep my time away later.... so tat i'll hav enf energy for stuff tomolo.... alrite... looks like i've written lots of complain... can't help but going to sleep every night wif nothing happy in my head....

the lads are planning for europe trip june next year... hmmm... gotta save money le... quite interesting to go there on our own, explore on our own, spend our own money.... looking forward...

time flies... haven been blogging for quite a while... ahh... now's its 18th may... one month after atec... but still counting down till next year...

at first, i tot tat stuff in office will be much less when we enter into this 'lau' period where there's not much training going on... however, i failed to realised that, along wif all the programmes in camp, gone are my fellow colleagues who are clearing or ording in the near future... less people, but the workload stays the same... looks like the worst for us has yet to come.. wonder whether we can really cope wif all the manpower losses, and, wif dy disrupting for studies, and a new S1 taking over, the future in branch is now a blur and dark picture....

but looking back, time really flies... i had really went through alot wif this branch, wif this unit... the endless works, the weekends burnt, all the happiness and unhapiness.... sigh... a good experience it may be, i wun wan to go through it again...

stayed up yesterday for the champions league final.. barca vs aresnal... well i struggled to wake up, and when i do ten plus minutes had past... but still i managed to catch all the goals... had to say i was hoping for a barca win... quite obviously barca were the better team, they play more attractive attacking football... although arsenal stole the lead at first, it never looked like the match will stop there... but when eto equalised, i looked at the time and wondered whether the match will play into extra time and penalties, cos if tat happens den i wun be able to sleep!!! haha... well barca hit back wif 2 well-deserved goals...

hmmm.... can't play com games cos the monitor's down... now using my brother's laptop... sian...

oh ya this photo of my idol, ideal dream gal... she looks so.... can't resist....