duty

another weekend duty.. another saturday wasted... ya tat's wat alot of ppl were saying... being in army is a waste of time... and this is juz one of the many ways how army wastes our precious time....

sigh... doing duty always sucks... not tat u HAVE to do it... cos there's actually nothing to do... so the idea is juz to book in and burn your weekend...

months ago, still had the initiative to make my burnt weekends worthwhile by reading up or doing somthing that's really constructive... but now, juz wan to slack my time away... would rather stare at blank space than to fill my sight wif words.... lost interest in a lot of stuff...

then there's this alert amber coming up in august... can't figure out why the battalion got so many alerts??? already got a one-month alert amber, one-month alert red and three-month alert red... felt so sian after hearing the news... oh my... work will never end...

call me recall clerk... or R&D clerk... or course clerk.... or assistant chief clerk... workload juz can't seem to stop increasing... kinda frustrating... it's the typical worker's complain i've been whinning about.. work increase = working hours increase... but pay nv increase... off nv increase...

and then... there's this centralising of manpower branch for the camp... resulting in the battalion retaining onli 2 clerks handling 3 clerks' work... sounds still ok... point is, i'm most probably one of the 2 being retained... and wif me wanting to clear in year end, tat means the the branch will be operating onli by one clerk? will they let me clear if tat happens????

got rejected by moe... so disappointed they didnt consider me for the overseas scholarship... gav me a local study award interview on the last available date... which means if i can't make it on tat day, i would be considered to hav withdrawn from the application... and it HAS to be on my grandma's birthday, when i'll be happily spending my time holidaying in batam... seems like i'm not of the highest priority of the candidates... although my results is not the most desirable ones.. but den... arh... sigh... nvm... looks like i dun hav the affinity wif a teaching career...

fine...

guess i'll reapply for bioengin next year... kanna rejected by it last year... sigh... why do i always being rejected???? guess most probably i'm destined for ntu ba... future blurred....

struggling to keep fit... but the more i exercise, the more i eat... till the point i overeat... will nv get to trim tat tummy of mine...

so bored.. tink i'll juz sleep my time away later.... so tat i'll hav enf energy for stuff tomolo.... alrite... looks like i've written lots of complain... can't help but going to sleep every night wif nothing happy in my head....

the lads are planning for europe trip june next year... hmmm... gotta save money le... quite interesting to go there on our own, explore on our own, spend our own money.... looking forward...