meaningless new year...

happy new year i wish, to everyone... but it's a rather meaningless new year to me.. it doesn''t spell the end of alot of bad things for me, neither does it mean anything good tat's gg to come... for those who ORD this nov or dec, u can look forward to ord at the end of the year... i'll hav to go through another christmas, and another new year....

for the past new years, i really hav a lot of things to look forward to... the start of sch term.. the new frens tat i'll gg to possibily make... the new stuff tat i'll learn... at this point of time for the last many many years, i'll be refreshed through the long holiday in dec, after enjoying and relaxing so much... but now, here i am, feeling tired and dried, from all the work i've been doing for the past few months...

of course, there were others who worked as hard, if not harder than me... maybe i juz couldn't stand working in an admin department... and, for one, i've nv worked through the night b4... even when studying, the latest was around 3am when mugging for exams, and tat was very rare... now, whenever i worked through the night, the next morning i would feel tat it's still the same day as last night; tat a day haven pass yet... a day wouldn't pass without a sleep at night...

so sian, i dun look forward to this new year... may it juz pass by quickly without notice... i wouldn't wan to remember it well... there'll be nothing worth storing in my memory....