so unreluctant, but do i hav a choice?

this weekend is a short one for me who dun even hav any duty.. spent large part of the day on sat in camp, booking out wif work still undone and today hav to book in earlier to finish them.. dunno why, i'm feeling really tired whenever it comes to work in camp.. i dun hav the motivation and drive to do things well now... juz wan to anyhow get them over and done wif... i'm so tired.... i pity myself... if i'm in my officer's shoe, i wouldn't demand a clerk of private rank, receiving a pay of 350 bucks per month, to work through the night wif me... i dun complain, i dun ask for offs, doesn't mean i love doing work....

NONO booking in soon...