heavy workload or juz too inefficient???

it seems like i hav alot of work to do..... takes up alot of my time... but then, to tink again, maybe i'm juz too inefficient.... sigh.... admin juz sucks.... there's juz too much obstacles for me to get my job done... lack of computers, account lockout, microsoft office can't work...., etc,etc.... excuses they may be to my inefficiency to get work done, but nevertheless, they're facts...

and of course, there's this notion that in an office, 80% of the work is done by 20% of the people.....

i continue to enjoy sleep.... even though when i wake up i can't recall wat i dreamt about, i noe it's been a good dream, something tat's definitely better than reality.... tat's why it's a dream...

all the extras.... all the confinements.... not too many though but they're making me feel jaded and unmotivated to work.... but now hav alot of workload..... or juz too inefficient???

NONO signing off...