block leave no more

tuesday till 11 Aug suppoesdly is block leave, but i'm not taking cos i'll be busy wif all the admin work... sigh, next sunday i'll be on duty... long time since i last had a nice long weekend, as this week i book out on sat... sian...

played bball in the morning, really had a good time... den afternoon followed my brother to saf yatch club for a kayaking session... was unwilling but he pulled me there... not a really thrilling session but wasn't bad at all i guess... over there there's onli him and me.... ha..... two kayaks....

i'm really not good wif kayaks.. gg zig zag in direction.... sian.... my brother's more comfortable wif it, till he put out his legs and rest them on top of the kayak.... relaxing....

den he lost balance when met wif a wave the fell off the kayak, and the kayak capped.... i was laughing at him and atempted to juz leave him alone... but eventually we got the kayak unflipped and he got on board.... phew.....

next we went to the spa pool over there... warm waters and high jet pressure massuage... not bad....

yawn.... it's a long day todae.....

NONO signing off....

heavy workload or juz too inefficient???

it seems like i hav alot of work to do..... takes up alot of my time... but then, to tink again, maybe i'm juz too inefficient.... sigh.... admin juz sucks.... there's juz too much obstacles for me to get my job done... lack of computers, account lockout, microsoft office can't work...., etc,etc.... excuses they may be to my inefficiency to get work done, but nevertheless, they're facts...

and of course, there's this notion that in an office, 80% of the work is done by 20% of the people.....

i continue to enjoy sleep.... even though when i wake up i can't recall wat i dreamt about, i noe it's been a good dream, something tat's definitely better than reality.... tat's why it's a dream...

all the extras.... all the confinements.... not too many though but they're making me feel jaded and unmotivated to work.... but now hav alot of workload..... or juz too inefficient???

NONO signing off...

she........................................................

has long hair
has big eyes
not too fair
not too tanned
height between 158 to 170cm
slim but not skinny
beautiful smile
sweet voice

decent
does not smoke
does not drink
good temper

is caring
understanding
has patience
loving
sporty
outgoing
loves fun
cheerful
always happy
loves me wif all her heart

can onli see her when i'm asleep........

got disciplinary problems??

recently quite suay, gotten myself one extra when i kanna caught for hair too long, which is most laughable, and was deducted one day off because i was caught talking during a safety briefing, even though there's other ppl talking as well and i was juz answering qns tat the most inqusitive guy in camp was throwing me at..... nobody got punishment other than me, sigh.....

took a half day off today and went back to college wif caleb to collect cert... made him wait for me for very long time cos his camp so near... and yes, he looked good wif three stripes on his shoulders.... chatted for quite some time and even met miss cheng, who questioned me why i didnt go for the school of medicine interview after i got her to write me a recommemdation letter... waste her efforts....

anyway, told her i wanna be a teacher and tink tat i'm really gonna be a teacher... unless i change my mind b4 enter NIE... haha... told her tat we'll see each other when i come back to college as teacher... haha...

went to range on mon and tue where we took our marksmanship test.... the first day during trial i scored 23, and the test itself on the second day i scored 21, and 22 is all it takes for me to be a marksman!!! oh no, i tot i really gg to get the badge when at the last mag of 4 standing shoulder at 50m, which i consider to be the easier shots, and i can afford to miss two.... usually i, or other ppl, would hav hit all 4 down wif one eye closed lor.... i smiled to myself when i hit the first target, meaning the remaining three i onli need to hit one... hehee... when i miss the next, my eyes widened and i told myself i must hit one of the remaining two.. then the next two came up together and my eyes widened more each time i fired and the stupid target still stood there... its all over then and i feel like running down 50m and kick the target... damn wasted... feels even more sian later when i realised i should hav expended more than one round to hit a target to make sure it go down.. stupid me....

nothing good for me to feel happy lately, not especially when accompanied by the fact that i will serve my extra this sunday... another weekend burned... but i take consolation from the fact tat in my branch, the guys seem more united and willing to do work... we're gg to prove tat we're vaulable...

long time since i last played bball.... getting fatter and fatter now...

NONO signing off.... i am alone, and lonely i am

busily busing

this week hav been a busy week... monday go imt, while day gone liao... alot od stuff to do, everything seem endless..

confined on sunday cos didnt wake up for 5 BX in the morning.. usually COS will wake us up for it, but today he didnt, so we all happily sleep till the sun shines upon our butts...

time past quickly under alot of work... hope can ORD soon

NONO signing off...

hectic schedule

sian ar, todae book out so late after doing all the fatigue duty... went to tys house and, wif kl oso, went to the nearby bball court for a game... not bad, although we got knocked out in the second match..

tomolo hav to wake up early and book in cos i on duty.. gg to clear the shit tat i accumulated... but it's not tat i slack and leave all the shit undone, but i dun hav time to do them... wif all the sikang tat were arrowed to us.... and to tink tat i hav a project tat i haven even start to tink abt, and it's due soon...

gg to book out on sun morning, den book in again at 2000 hrs... so early..

NONO signing off.... good night....

left turn, right turn.... step on accelerator! TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!

PHEW..... woke up very early and went for tennis at kallang tennis centre wif camp mates.. quite satisfied wif my progress... actually quite shiok hitting the ball hard accross the net and running for the ball... but tiring.. hit two balls outside of the fence... ha...

den choing back home and den to driving lesson.. dun really hav a good session.. i hav very little control over the accelerator... when instructor ask me to step on accelerator, i'll gently step on it... the car didnt move.... den i step a bit harder onli, too hard.... sian... a bit tense up... hope i can get used to it well and learn driving smoothly...

went to take afternoon nap.... slept really soundly unti woken up by brother... can't recall wat's in my dream... it's quite empty... at a point in a semi conscious state i was actually tinking of wanting to dream of something tat i was looking forward in life.... tat'll make it a good dream rite??? but den tink for very long still dunno wat i'll looking forward to..

yest watched pearl habour...didnt catch the movie while it was screening.... very nice...

Things hav been all the same since u left... onli a bit lonely i've been feeling... but being lonely is a very terrible feeling....

NONO signing off

off, off and more off!!!!!!

today is a sunday, yet it is not a book in day... unlike the past where sunday is not a book in day cos i take off on monday, this time i'll not booking in tomolo... i'll booking in on wednesday... hehee.... battalion off till thursday, but den i hav work undone, so called back to do all the unfinished business on wednesday... nvm tat, cos i can claim off for that, plus another cos actually tomolo i'm on my own off, so now can save tat for future usage....

but den, despite getting best soldier for last month, i still kana duty for this month... which is not supposed to happen... cos we got arrowed for guard duty, so i guess everyone got alot of duty to do...

went wlid wild wet on friday.. although the weather was really hot, but we really had alot of fun... got a mini prize presentation ceremony where i got the award for best improved soldier for May... ha, seemed like i'm getting alot of awards?? i oso dunno, they wan to giv me, i juz take lor... oso nv really do anything tat makes me tink i really deserve it... haha.... den we went for the rides there... wa the silde up is really cool.... really shiok... and the funny part is u can see the expression of ur fren in front of u.... hmmm, wonder how i look when i'm undergoing free fall... quite a wonderful friday tat is, really enjoyed myself... hahaa... and of course there's the very ocassional bikini babes tat walk pass us and steal our glances away.....

den go play pool at night and went to TYS house play X box and sleep...

yest spent most of the day watching vampire 3, which i tink is really a good show...glued to the screen from morning when i got home till nightime....

today played bball... it was not bad, although we didnt hav alson's team to beat......

oct going brunei, my fren tell officer he wan to get overseas leave b4 tat go australia see galfren who's studying...

absence makes the heart grow fonder....

NONO signing off......