work, work, work.....

today is a really long day.... or maybe, not so long, cos the whole morning i've been sleeping... duty rest mah, yest duty clerk.. slept at 2am yest, cos waiting for DO to finish closing armskote.... but of course, while waiting for him, me and BOS watched movie 'the day after tomorrow'... second time i've watched it, but it's still as nice....

cos i'm leaving tomorrow due to course on thr, hav to clear alot of things... so choinging work all day and sacrificed my night's off... nvm, cos if do finish everything den i tomorrow can book out early... sigh, nigel on off, cannot play tennis le...

recently hav been tinking more of the past... dunno whether the past will remain past forever....

hav to go sleep le... love to sleep....

NONO signing off... Love is created by desire for contentment....

booking in again

gg bath, pack bag and den book in le... looking back, i've been in this camp for more nearly three months le... but still, wish time fly abit faster so tat i can ORD soon... ha... hav to wait really long ar....

wish this week will be a good week in camp....

hope weekend comes soon again....

next weekend hav to go apply for PDL and test date for pract.....

hopefully can hav a nice bball match....

ouch... my ankle really hurts......

NONO signing off..............

refreshed!!!!!!!!

now blogging at KL house cos staying there overnight... i 8pm den book out, when met them after eating and travelling its already 10pm... didnt bring key so decided to stay at his house lor... a bit tired.... juz now played tennis, really fun...

but the fun i had these past few days more shiok.. Batam is a fun place for me... my cousin got car, drive me around... over there the things are all half-priced over cheaper when compared to products in Singapore.. can remember the ice-cream cone from MAC cost around 20 cents onli.. and the meal is around 2 dollars... ha...

tink gained quite a bit of weight while slacking over there. didnt exercise at all and ate more than three meals a day... ha... but feel really shiok.. ha...

aiya, regret not buying the bball tat i saw over there.. spalding de... aroung 20 plus dollars.... aiya...

when i tot all the fun is over when packing stuff to get ready to go home, news came that two of my cousins are planning to come over to Singapore for a short holiday..

that's where the real fun comes in... the first day, feel like i'm the one having holiday.. cos first thing in the morning bring them for breakfast in MAC in HP, den took taxi to habourfront to meet my cousin's fren who's coming from Batam. den took taxi again to escape theme park where we spent our day away till 7pm... by aroung noon time i was feel like vommiting due to the rifes tat tossed me aroung and upside down.... den afternoon played more of go cart, where i find really nice... played the advance track two times and won one time when i started off first... ha.... but i gained quite a lot og lead okie... even managed to see the backside of the last of the group.... ha.... very exiting...

in night time, got really bad dua lao... really big windfall, waterfall..

really bad...

next day walked quite a bit while hanging out in town, den went cine watch Batman... nice show even though seated in fourth row, when they fight, dunno who fight who... ha... one of the nicer show i've watch....

all thanks to my S1 who approved my last minute off application to allow me to spend the second day wif them... even got to noe tat i'm the best soldier of the month for HQ COY! ha....

this week got two working days, really short.. didn't feel the rush to book out juz now.. how i wish every week is like tat.... when nothing weights u down in your mind and fun is the onli thing u tink of.... oh good..... ha.....

oh is this a long blog? ha..... hmmmm....... feels good to hav fun and feels good to write abt fun.. if u reading my blog, muz hav fun okie.....

nv get so busy earning a living, tat u forget to get a life....

NONO signing off.....

night's off????

it is the third day of the week, supposedly a day where morale would dip beyond the beyond... cos its mid week, the weekend looks still very far away, and there's no night's off... sigh...

especially sian for me cos alot of shit to do... i had to complete my tasks before i can book out happily on tomolo night to enjoy a 5 day lone weekend.. hmmm.. looking forward to tat, but now hav to tahan all the shit lar.... haven even complete wat i'm supposed to finish today... going to do after blogging...

dunno how tomolo is going to be like.. cos my S1, chiek clerk and DYs all not around!!!... ha... they going for course till friday, which is wasted cos i off on fri.... aiya... tink it'll juz be like how a classroom is without teachers, tat we can finally do wat we like and go where we want.. if time permits, maybe a gym session is possible... hmmm....

wat happened today oso led me to wonder how its going to be like when i go Lancer in October... its going to be two weeks outfield... and for us clerks, we have to set up a tentage and do our duties in there.. there'll onli be two clerks going, me of course, and one other unlucky guy...

Batam's 3 more days away...

NONO signing off.... something's missing, which makes me walk wif one leg, do things wif one hand, see wif one eye, hear wif one ear... i'm leading a life tat's half-filled

going off

this will be a short blog session.. played FM 2005 juz now.. not bad cos nv lose and got some big thrashing.. but a bit stupid cos got 3 games in hand in th EPL so i now in 5th place.. den the fans complain i should be higher in the league, and are disappointed wif my performance as a manager...

going batam next sat cos next sun is my grandma birthday..maternal side de.. so whole weekend wun go out wif frens or play FM le....

this morning played bball wif some adults... they very good, we got thrashed by them... but i enjoyed the game cos at times we performed quite well and linked up smoothly...

oh no, booking in straight after going grandma house in paris ris.. paternal side de... dun confuse
bye

sigh

quite some time didnt blog le... actually wanted to blog when i was in camp but was preoccupied wif something...

anyway, branch life sucks.... nobody can understand how it feels like to be a clerk.... in this camp... sigh.... the morale is so low.... we are juz dragging our feet everyday and waiting for the day to end when it starts,. and to start again when it ends.... branch life really sucks... NO ONE will like it... we dun get appreciated when things are done well... we are juz clerks: the lowest form of life in SAF... oh damn.....

dunno why, really feel very low... maybe i suck in admin.. never seem to be able to complete my work.. tink i'm one of the most useless clerks there.. pick things up very slowly and cannot complete task assigned... oh damn... sigh

everything i do, i dun feel any motivation to do it anymore... juz feel like slacking my time away..

when i go for a run, why muz i run fast and finish as fast as i can?

when i handle work, why muz i put in effort and hand in a high standard result?

argh

no one's there to be happy for me when i do well...

and no one will be sad for me when i dun

had a rather bad and uneasy discussion on tomolo's plan, soccer or bball... and the selfish and stubborn me onli choose bball... spoil everyone's plan..

didnt really enjoy the soccer match which the Lions won...

feeling low and, sigh.....