hmmm.... i'm gg to start work tomolo.... sian!!!!!

hahaa... on one hand, i'm earning some cash, so it's good... can eat, spend more guilt-freely...

but then... it's freaking far away... near expo... argh....

alrite, i'll juz work for 1 month, den see wat other options i hav...

will be doing lots of travelling.... still dunno where to hav my dinner, when i hav tuition scheduled in serangoon at 1930....

maybe i'll be another life altogether tat i'll be experiencing... after all, i've nv been thru such b4...

hopefully, it will turn out to be managable... dunno why, after slacking so much doing nothing, really felt the inertia to start doing work again...

argh.... working tomolo... sian....

first hour of the last day of the lunar year... wat can i say here? wish everyone a happy chinese new year ahead..

seems like nothing's enough... keep buying stuff and spending money lately... muz go back to my thrifty days if i ever wan to survive wif the remaining of my 'coffin money'...

looking at the bright side, perhaps the hong bao money will help a bit...

when there's no work, i feel sian, bored, nothing to do all day long...

when there's work, feel sian, gotta wake up early, travel, and work...

well, y do i always so sian...

hmmm... maybe i juz hav to find more meaning in life...

instead of wasting my days away in the vicious cycle tat repeat constantly and never bring anything at all...

muz find happiness in simplicity, learnt in the show smiling pasta...

easier said than done

first experience of wat is blood sweat money (xue han qian)... not exactly wat it meant, juz tat i sweated and bleed today while at work...

the bleeding was nothing, juz a small cut in my hand by a sharp corner of computer server.. wound was rather deep, stopped bleeding onli after some time...

but sweat, tat wasnt nothing... a bit tired actually.. although it's not the physically toughest i've tried...

quite amazed by the driving skills of those hugmonous trailers and trucks and lorries... the parking really need a great deal of expertise... everytime when a trailer park we will all turn to see, and everytime we'll wow!!!

hmmm... vdae coming.... heard this from 987 carrie chong, for those alone during this v dae, it could be alot worse.. juz tink of those hungry, starving, homeless...

yep... so, to all of u who will be alone wif me this vdae, dun despair... for me, well.... this the first time in 3 years i'm not spending v dae outfield in the jungles wearing green... tat's a cause for celebration...

so, which kind female gentle soul would like to join me in the celebration?

well... why i hav the time to come and blog here? how i wish i hav to work tomolo, gotta sleep early, and after tomolo i'm another 50-56 dollars richer...

but no... come tomolo, i will wake up after 10, like the last couple of weeks, knowing i hav nothing to do at all for the rest of the day...

this job of doing nothing is quite bad.... it has the longest hours and lowest pay of all jobs... onli thing is u do wat u wan...

wat do i still wan to do? i wan to buy alot of stuff!!! new year coming, really feel like shopping... but hey, i got plenty of time to shop, but no money... sian man...

job hunting's rather sian too.. fill in personal particulars till i can remember my parents' age already... and interview's all the same...

so ya.... waiting and looking and waiting...

abt the match singapore vs thailand... wat a match it is... first time in my experience of watching soccer games, the team actually walked out of the match... watching from the far stand, i had no idea wat happened which leads to the penalty, onli started cheering when the ref points to the spot...

they shld look at how aust conceded the penalty against italy... although it is dubious, but gotta acknowlege that in the end, it's the best team that win...

and in this case, the lions certainly played better... deserved to win...

and farewell to kallang stadium...