end of holiday

so ends the holiday as the course comes to a close.. this 5-day course had been a break from life in camp, where we take up books and start studying again... everything had been a breeze... how i wish i can carry on like this for the rest of my NSF, till jan when i ord... but reality is, i'll be back in the camp, sadly, by next week...

i've been figuring for the past year, why i seem to do through hell lot of shit as a nsf... by juz talking to my coursemates, if i had not enlist yet, i'll still tink tat being a clerk is a vocation tat u can slack around and hav plenty of time cos it's 8-5 and u stay out... at least for them, tat's the case...

so why did i fail my medical for air ops spec? if i passed tat, i would be manning in a control tower of an air base... or, why do i get B for maths, and not an A? if i did so, i wouldnt be posted to my camp as ACC... or, why the hell did the CPC clerk not like my name, NRIC, DOB or even my address, tat'll make him post me, out of so many others, to my camp??

i dun like to grumble and complain... but tat's all i can do...

The Murphy Philosophy
Smile . . . tomorrow will be worse.